Those days

I sometimes wish I kept my dream alive at that time.

But now it's fine as finally I've got it back.

No problem at all.





This is what I'm good at, I believe, and what I'm willing to be.


I don't think I've done it all by myself to be here, anyway.

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It hasn't been simple. Still it is. You know that.

All my fault. I know that.

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20/01/2010,
on my (26th) birthday.



I'm still at the early part of my life.

Still long way to go.


(that is to say: I'm not in my late 20's!)

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Thanks millions!!

Thanks to all of you, but to the one most.
:D

Little Person

"Little Person"
- from OST of「Synecdoche, New York」



Official trailer (with HD quality) is here



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* This movie was actually on the screen in 2007,
but it's arrived in Korea quite late.
Just lucky enough to watch it.


** I'm having the busiest winter break.
The happiest one as well, I must admit.


*** Disaster affected one of the world's poorest country.
"Tragedy beyond imagination", Mr. Brown said.
Some said that it was predictable.
Brothers and sisters are dying.

Step forward

Well, I've just decided to take the very first step forward.

It's going to be a long and tough journey. Surely it is.


But I couldn't be more excited.

Future which yet to come

After having somewhat relaxing time (or try to be relaxed, or something), once again, I've started to realise that lots of things are still there to be decided.


As I've got the last term at university ahead, anything has to be decided, sooner than later. No, not anything, I mean, something I really want.


I don't think my dream is 'too' idealistic. I've been keeping some kind of 'open-minded' attitude, saying something will eventually come up when I keep doing what I really like.
But others see it differently. Well, there's nothing I can do about it at the moment, right?

Despite all that, however, what I found difficult is that I should DO care about other than that. Actually, there are millions of things to care about. That is not because I'm not such a determined person, but I'm kind of forced to do. I'm not in a position where I can make a decision hundred percent on my own. Just like everybody else.


Given circumstances are same for most of people. While I don't know exactly where I will be this time around next year, what I do know just for now is that this is the moment which will turn out to be crucial. It doesn't necessarily decide rest of my life, but it still is, anyway.



I don't want to stop dreaming.
Dreaming should not be hard thing to do, isn't it?


I think I've got a headache now. Oops.