Future which yet to come

After having somewhat relaxing time (or try to be relaxed, or something), once again, I've started to realise that lots of things are still there to be decided.


As I've got the last term at university ahead, anything has to be decided, sooner than later. No, not anything, I mean, something I really want.


I don't think my dream is 'too' idealistic. I've been keeping some kind of 'open-minded' attitude, saying something will eventually come up when I keep doing what I really like.
But others see it differently. Well, there's nothing I can do about it at the moment, right?

Despite all that, however, what I found difficult is that I should DO care about other than that. Actually, there are millions of things to care about. That is not because I'm not such a determined person, but I'm kind of forced to do. I'm not in a position where I can make a decision hundred percent on my own. Just like everybody else.


Given circumstances are same for most of people. While I don't know exactly where I will be this time around next year, what I do know just for now is that this is the moment which will turn out to be crucial. It doesn't necessarily decide rest of my life, but it still is, anyway.



I don't want to stop dreaming.
Dreaming should not be hard thing to do, isn't it?


I think I've got a headache now. Oops.